Hello precious angel. Me and Daddy were up at your special little place on Sunday and left some more pretty flowers by your teddybear. We light candles for you too. One for each month as always. I wrote a note to you then also but it has not appeared on here. I found a little feather as usual and i got some more forgetmenots too so I know you know I was there. Your special day went so well baby girl. All them people were there for you, just for you because you were amazing. Everyone worked so hard but it was worth it and we raised alot of pennies in your name. I hope you are proud. I would do it all again for you angel. Anything for you. Only a few days until your little sister is here. I think she is going to help us through cos we miss you so desperately. It still feels like a dream that you are gone. I cant explain it but its just not real. I cant process that as long as I breathe I will not be able to see you or hold you or even give you a little kiss. You have no idea what I would give for that. Anything. I think about it everyday. You know that for every kiss and cuddle for your little sister there is one for you and I know you will be watching over her always and with me everywhere I go. I miss you Eloise and I love you more that you could ever imagine always will. Your Mummy XXXXXXXXX