Hello baby girl, another month would have gone by for you today 19 months old you would have been. I have your flowers and as ever I am thinking about you. Just like everyday thinking of you, missing you so much. Your baby sister refusing to make an appearance. Looks like she is going to be strong willed like you Eloise. He he you know exactly what I am talking about monkey. You always knew wat u did or didn't want but always were sweet about it, it was impossible to be mad at you for anything you just had a way of melting peoples hearts. Such a sweet nature, you were such an a lovely little girl, my little girl and I couldn't love you more. You know I need you around me to make me strong, especially at the minute. You will make sure that I am strong for your sister. I hope you will be proud of me like I am of you. I say before and I say again every kiss and cuddle is for you aswell. One for baby one for Eloise! I pray that you are happy and playing with your little angel friends. I know you know that I live you more than life, more than anything in this world and miss you every second of the day. Don't be mad at mr for being sad, I just find life without you very very difficult, it doesn't feel real. I know we will b together again but that's so far away. A day feels too long. Te extrano, te amo con todo Mi corazon Mi angelita preciosa para siempre xxxxxxxxx