Hello angel, you would be 20 months old today. Nearly 2 years baby girl. You would be running round, chatting away and so beautiful. I have been telling your little sister Megan Rose all about you. She looks so much like you, it's a comfort. Very pretty just like her big sister. I got you some beautiful roses today. Pink, your favourite. They are by your picture. It snowed today too just like it did the day we lose you. So much snow. It will always remind mr of you although everything reminds me of you. Megan is getting bigger. She is a good girl too Eloise. I know you are around us watching. I just wish you could be here to play with her and be with us but our time was cut so short. Too short. Why angel? I keep asking the question every day. There will never be an answer for me, maybe you will tell me wen we r together again. Until then I will wander how this could happen. So very wrong. Happy birthday angel, I know it's not your proper birthday but mummy likes to acknowledge your special day every month. I love you Eloise, I miss you and I wish every minute of the day you were here with us. It physically hurts when I think about what happened and the fact that for now we cannot be together. Forever my baby girl your mummy loves you so much xxxxxxxxx