This time last year we were untouchable, we were so happy with so much for you to do so much for you to learn and experience. So much love for you. This year we look forward to the report from the hearing into what happen to you angel at the hands of those awful awful doctors at that place. How life is cruel. Horrible dark and cruel. I see bad people, people that don't want life, people that don't deserve life. Yet you were taken. Why? I don't understand, I never will. It torments me that you aren't here. It still feels surreal that you are not here. Like the last year been a dream. How life can change, and change so quickly. I really cannot explain the feeling it just feels so wrong and losing you and you leaving us was not in the plan. You deserved life, a long beautiful happy life. You got 9 months with me which i will always treasure and i just pray that you didnt suffer pain st the end Eloise, i cannot bear the thought of you in pain or being scared it tears me apart. God I miss you. Megan is here and she amazing and every bit like you but you left a gap that nothing will ever fill. I love her like I love you and she has given us a reason to be here again a reason to go on with life and we know you will be there every step of the way watching out for her, guiding her through her life making her safe. God I miss you. Love you for an eternity and would do anything to hold you. Missy loves you precious angel, always will xxxxxxxxx