5 months angel since you pass. Minutes, hours, days, weeks, months pass but time doesn't ease the pain of loosing you. You would be 14 months old, tearing round the house, talking to me. I will never know what it feels like for you to call me mummy, to know what you would look like now, sound like. All Beautiful no doubt. You have a little sister on the way. It makes me so sad that you will not be here to meet her and show her things. If she is anything like you she will be lovely and I know you will be here with me and with her always. We don't hAve to see you to know that Eloise. You are everywhere and feeling you around me and knowing you send me this little girl keeps me going. Everyone misses you desperately. Charlies mummy from your nursery ran a race for you yesterday to raise money for meningitis. You see you inspire people Eloise. You are so special and continue to do such good and live on despite what happened to you. I miss you terribly baby girl. I miss you more that anyone could ever imagine and I loved and continue to love you more than I ever thought possible. I hope you are with your angel friends looking over me. I send you a big kiss and the biggest cuddle and all my love. Night night precious little Eloise. Your mummy loves you xxxxxxxxx