The end of the year again monkey. I dont like this night. Another year of missing you another year taken from you. A hard time of year for us and your family angel. Its weird , it's a new year, for many offers new hope, new starts, a clean sheet but am I a year further from you or a year nearer to seeing you again? I go forward praying it's a year nearer. Megan has had a lovely time and kept us smiling, like you she is so lovely and always entertains. Everything to discover, so many new things she is learning. I bet you are very proud of her Eloise i am sure that you will continue to guide her, her own special angel to watch over her. Beautiful girl, I know you are always with us and you know how I miss you. Love you so much Eloise. Always thinking of you, always. Xxxxxxxxx