Another month without u my angel. Think about you all the time, I always will until the day we are together again. I see so much of you in little Megan. She is beautiful too just like you and has your sweet nature and smile. I think sometimes she is so relaxed and happy for a reason, because you are around her guiding and helping her, it has to be cos anyone will tell you neither of you got that serene calm from me or your daddy, nope. I wander what you would look like now, your blonde hair would be longer you would be chatting away and running about. Would you be a cheeky monkey, would you be saying things in Spanish? Megan looks alot like you, we will be able to see how pretty you would have been through her. How could you be denied your life. I can't understand it Eloise it shouldn't have been you my little angel, not you. We will never know why cos there is no explanation it's so wrong it can never be explained. we should have had longer me and you, longer. Mummy could have spent 3 lifetimes with you and it wouldnt have been enough. I will get some justice for you my little angel that I can promise to you. I know you are around, I hope you have lots of fun with your angel friends and catch all the kisses I send you. I get upset wen I think of you baby girl, mummy can't help it I just miss you so much and can't understand why you were taken. Todos los besos y todos los abrazos afectuosos son para ti también mi ángel. Tu es Mi vida ahora y para siempre. Te amo Eloise xxxxxxxxx