It is one month today since you were taken from me. One month today since my entire world collapsed. With every day I miss you more. With everyday the pain gets worse. From the day I knew about you you became my universe. I was so happy you were a girl. I couldnt wait to see what you looked like. I had never imagined you could be as beautiful as you were though, you were beyond perfect in every way. I was so scared when you arrived. To say I didnt have much experience with babies was an understatement, but you made it so easy for me. Even when you were tiny you were such a good girl. It was like you were the teacher and me the pupil. Hard to explain but together we got there. Everyday that we spent together was a gift. Always such fun, you gave so much love Eloise and I couldnt have loved you more. I loved every tiny detail about you so very much. I was so proud you were mine. That will never change baby. I miss you so very much. The pain I feel really is unbearable. When you passed, a part of me did. I will never be the same without you my Eloise. You are in my heart now and will be forever. There is not one second that goes by where my thoughts are not filled with you. My love for you will never fade, never. You are my baby girl, you will always be my baby girl my Precious Little Angel. I love you so much.